This Unrequited Love Is Tearing Me Apart

You still light a fire in my soul.  I wish I could have told you this.  When I see you, you still give me butterflies.  I cant tell you this though.  For over a year, being in love with you, and not being able to tell you this, has caused thunderstorms within me.  Yes, I finally said it.  I am in love with you.  If you only knew, Im not sure how you would feel, or would have felt.  I couldnt tell you, because if you rejected me, it would have destroyed me.  I have tried everything to get over you, and I have failed.  I think I have hidden it well, because you have no clue about it.  I know you are happy with where you are now, and Im happy for you.  Yet, at the same time, I am dying inside.  I really do love you.  I dont know why I do.  I will be ok though.  Just know this...  If ever in your life you ever thought no one cared about you, or no one sincerely loved you, take comfort in knowing I loved you unconditionally, uncontrollably, and... unrequitedly.